Once in a blue moon

Once in a blue moon, magic happens.

Once in a blue moon, life sucks and then we meet someone that makes it all better.

Once in a blue moon, we're the ones fast enough to catch the light shone into the darkness.

Once in a blue moon, love blossoms.

Love. When gravity moves. The focus of your world changes. And... the earth isn't what holds you here anymore, but they do. Because you are theirs and they are yours. And nothing is there but that truth. You're addicted, in deep, but they're not like a drug. They're like the sun, like air. Like you're a blind man staring at the sun for the first time. Like you were underwater, and now you've come up for the first time, and oh, sweet air!

You can't explain it. It's like a zolt of electricity passes through you when you touch them. You feel so warm, from head to toe.

Don't ask me. I've never fallen in love. I just... understand it. I get it, and I get people that are in it. I don't crave it. I'm not waiting for it. I just understand, to some extent, how beautiful it is. Weird. I have no experience, except watching it blossom here and there around me, in movies and books (TWILIGHT!) and also in real life. I guess it's like... 'The forbidden fruit is the sweetest.' You want what you can't, or don't, have.

So I guess I'm in love with the idea of love, although I don't exactly crave it. I mean... I'm just a teenager.

Love is everywhere. The love where you love spending time with them, when you fight over everything like siblings, super close. When you talk all the time on the phone. You get so bored without them. You call them cute nicknames. When you touch them you feel light headed and warm. They always know how to make you smile. They make you blush and giggle so easily.

You dream about them every night. You're connected in amazing ways. You feel so uncomfortable not around them. You hate fighting with them, and feel incredibly bad when you hurt them, so much it hurts YOU. You'd walk through almost anything to get to them. They are a huge part of you, and always will be.

Your love for them is an unquenchable flame, and you always seem to need more. You love, trust, need, and respect them undeniably.

You want to be with them forever.

But once in a blue moon, comes true love.

Physical pain when you're away from them. You'd die for them, in a heartbeat, go through any kind of torture there is, undergo absolutely anything to make them happy. Do anything they need, be anything they need. Jump in front of them against ANYTHING there could be to protect them, and always vice verse. Life dulls in comparison to them when they're not there. You could honestly gaze into their eyes, and at them for hours and still need more, still not be satisfied or bored, still marveling at their beauty.

When you touch them, warmth spreads through your body and you get an electric shock at the impossibility of them being more perfect. What did you ever do to deserve such perfection? It's a fairytale love, the type often found in books and movies. It's about up there with Romeo and Juliet, Bella and Edward, Reneesme and Jacob, Emily and Sam, Claire and Quil, Alice and Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett, Esme and Carlisle, Kim and Jared, Rachel and Paul, Catherine and Heathcliff.

You'd kill for them. You'd rather kill YOURSELF then have them be in the slightest pain. They are part of you, and their hurt brings you pain. And if you hurt them, whether accidentally or on purpose, if they're in pain because of you, . And if they ever die you want to too. Because nothing can ever separate you too. Your idea of hell is wherever they're not. Heaven is with them. If you had a choice between life or them being happy... the second choice would be the obvious one. You can't live in a world where they're not there, because what would be the point?

No amount of time with them is enough, so you can only start with forever. They always know exactly what to say, every second. They are on your mind 24/7, and even more so when their perfectly flawless figure appears when you close your eyes. The bond between you is elastic, an unbreakable bond. You're like the north and south, even if you wanted to, which you never will, you couldn't leave them. You cannot even IMAGINE not being without them, couldn't imagine how wrong and... broken that'd be. And you don't see others anymore. You don't see their faces. All you see is your true love.

Angels sing every time you meet, and it lifts you higher than everything. Because the best thing they can give you is everything... just by breathing. By being alive. They are the reason you live, and breathe. You can't bear any harm to come to them. You would trust them with your life, without a moment's hesitation.. your life is theirs anyway, as is your entire heart and soul.

You only fight when you're arguing over their safety, or who loves the other more. You know you can be yourself around them, never have to filter your words because you know you can tell them ANYTHING. You refuse to do anything that might have even the slightest chance of hurting them. With them you're happier than anything. How could ANYTHING in the world EVER be better?

You cannot get over them. The attraction is overwhelming. Electricity and chemistry are constantly zapping and bubbling in and around you. You feel an obsessive need the have your feelings reciprocated.

Yes, I know... how could there be a love like this? True love isn't necessarily this strong. The first love I mentioned is just as strong, and much more realistic. Life isn't Twilight. Fairy tales may not always come alive.. But movies sometimes so. And so do DREAMS! I just realized how incredibly cheesy that sounds. :)

Me? My idea of true love is Edward Cullen. NO HATE! Please. He's the one guys will have to live up to. :) Sorry if I offended anyone in any way?

"The famous wise king Solomon once said, that “many waters cannot quench love” True love is like a flame. All the monsoon rains, hurricanes, and floods cannot put out the flame of love. What is your love made of?"

It's the truest love there is. It is extremely dangerous, ridiculous, sappy, overemotional, over-the-top, and stupid. It's also the most beautiful thing in the world. And it only happens once in a blue moon.

- A Girl In This World

Okay so maybe I do want it, a little. That was so emotional and touching to write! Don't ask me where it came from. I'm just a kid. :) Love you all! Thanks for reading.